I am completely devestated. My engagement may be off. My FI and I have had a HUGE fallout, and right now he is so angry he will not talk to me or even sleep in the same bed. This was completely unexpected. One moment I was planning our wedding, and now there may not be one. We've been together 3 years and have been through a lot of hard times, but have been through even more good times together. I am just completely crushed and heartbroken. I still love him and want to share my life with him. I don't know what to do. In my heart I believe this will blow over and we will get through it, as we have gotten through everything else.
Sorry I don't wish to elaborate on what happened, I just really need some emotional support right now. We haven't said more than a few curt words to each other in 3 days, and I miss him so much. He is not just my lover, he's my best friend, and I feel like I've lost both. I've tried discussing the situation with him, to try to communicate and start mending the damage that has been done, but he is unwilling. I'm trying to give him space to cool down.. but I am so lonely. And frustrated that he won't even talk to me.
I am trying to stay positive about the outcome, and believe that we'll make up, but it's hard being positive when the man you love refuses to even stay in the same room with you. I am just... devestated. Completely devestated.