Did any of the already-married among us get PWD (post wedding depression)?
I got married on 9/25 and I feel like such a schmuck right now. I feel like I should be happy and overjoyed and releived that I don't have to plan anything anymore, and that my hubbs and I are in love and get to spend the rest of our lives together.
Instead, I feel sad. I'm obsessing over little stupid things that didn't go right at the wedding (a couple of pics my photographer missed, not dancing except the First and F/D dances [biggest regret], everyone left early and we didn't have time for the dollar dance, there were couple rude guests). I'm recalling all the good things, too, (my husband and his cool shoes, my dad who survived cancer this year walking me down the isle, my parents dancing, my adorable niece, my amazing wedding party), but it's like they don't make a dent. My mind goes back to panick, and I should have done this, I should have done that.
I feel like I should just snap out of it. I'm married and, dammit, I should be happy! Which makes me feel angry with myself, and starts the whole stupid loop again.
I know this isn't the place for therapy, but I don't feel I can talk to other people about it. They keep saying what a great time they had and how beautiful it was, and I don't want to burst their bubble. I want them to be happy and think that I'm exstatic and everything went just perfectly.
So, am I a crazy, self-obsessed, post-bridezilla, or is this more common than people let on?