And I miss ya'll. I can't get on TK while at work anymore. The short end of it is that my boss caught me on here more than once and asked me to not get on TK ever again. I got in trouble. I
can get on fb on my phone at work, but I'm trying really hard to change their perception and be a better employee.
I was reading some of the longer posts, and I flame myself for feeling like no one noticed I was gone. Probably not true, but I've been a little over emotional lately.
I also flame myself for being sad about a negative pregnancy test. We aren't even trying and I am on BC still. WTF was I thinking that it would even be possible?
I just spent 3 days in clinicals shadowing an FNP - and I am really excited that I applied for the program. For the first time in a long time I am motivated to do what it takes to get into a career that I love. I realize I've been complacent by taking a job in IT last summer and that while it pays the bills and is cushy, I don't abolutely love it. This is growth, progress, people.
How are all of you?