All, I spoke with my photographer this afternoon and everything is sorted out. I would remove this post completely because I don't want my panic attack/freak out to impact potential future clients, but I can't fully, as others have replied, so instead I'll edit my original posting.
I did have a panic attack/total freak out today because our photographer's site was down, but I now know that it's because it's being revamped. We have so far had a very good experience, loved our engagement photos and got them back very quickly. We are looking forward to working with her this fall.