I feel so helpless right now and just need to get everything out. I have posted about MIL before and her struggle with cancer, well things just seem to continue to get worse. It sucks, she is an amazing person and I am so happy to have her in my life, we're not ready to say goodbye. She has been doing treatment for almost a year now, and we just found out the radiation she was doing during our wedding was not working and she has more tumors. The cancer is very aggressive and they started her on a very intense chemo yesterday, this is our last option. She is sick and she is tired, today she even made the comment that she doesn't want to fight anymore, those are very hard words to hear. H is not doing well with everything understandably, he has completely shut down and is not even sleeping in bed at night. I have no idea what to do for him, he's usually very active and can't sit still but today he hasn't moved off the couch and doesn't want to talk to me.
We are going to see her on Friday and positive thoughts would be greatly appreciated. I'm trying to stay positive but it seems like such a hopeless situation right now, if this doesn't work we're out of options and out of time. It sucks, and I hate it, and I don't know what to do for H!