Sorry this is long.
My mom asked if she could have a sneak peak at the guest list that FI and I have been discussing. I sent her a copy, plus I figured it was a good chance to see if she had an suggestions. Well, suggestions she did have. She sent me a reply list that included my dad's side of the family along with a long email about why I should invite them. I told her that I'd discuss them with my FI and then asked if she could get me some addresses.
Basically, the email made me feel a bit guilty. I could see inviting one of my uncles and his wife and adult son, but... nobody else. I have an distant aunt who is always commenting on my Facebook posts, but I don't even know her. Besides my one uncle and his family, I have not seen my Dad's side of the family in almost 12 years. I have hardly heard from my grandpa/step-grandma or grandma/step-grandpa either. My biological grandma is a very cruel and manipulative person who I would rather not have in my life. And my Grandpa and step-grandma could not make it to my dad's funeral almost a year and a half ago.
Basically, there are some hard feelings. And, I can't even remember meeting any of my dad's cousins or other siblings. I haven't seen them since I was in elementary school! I don't think FI and I will be inviting them to our wedding and I'm not sure I want my grandparents to come either... Gah!!!
Thing is, I keep going back and forth. I discussed it with FI and he understands where I am coming from, but he does not understand why I wouldn't want to try and build a relationship with them if I have the chance. He has a point that maybe they have changed and then I counter with that if they had changed they would have reached out to me, and then he counters again with "Well, we are living in Japan right now and that may make it a little hard to get in a phone call"
I don't know where to go with this. Suggestions? How would I even decide who, if any, of my dad's family is invited.
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