Please help!
I'm getting married in 18 days. As is most weddings, my FMIL is paying for the rehearsal dinner, and she wanted it at an upscale restaurant, not really kid friendly, and she didn't want to pay for kids either. When we first started planning this, I had asked my matron of honor if she would be okay with her kids not coming to the rehearsal dinner, which she said it was. Now, she is saying she won't be able to make the dinner because she has to breastfeed her 10 month old.
This isn't the first time that she's used her kids as an excuse to show up late/leave early/avoid attending a function of the wedding. The first few times, I let it slide. I understand that kids are difficult, and they don't alway cooperate with the best-laid plans.
However, this close to the wedding, and she's not even using a kid emergency to say that she can't come to one of the bigger parts of the wedding. I'm really concerned that she's going to say that, since she's breastfeeding, she won't be able to make the bridesmaid breakfast and hair styling that I planned the day of the wedding (since she didn't plan a luncheon, bachellorette party or even get together for the bridesmaids) because she can't be away from her kids from 8:30-5:30, when the reception dinner begins. Her family (including her parents) are all invited to ceremony and reception, but I still feel like she's not going to cooperate and show up on time, happy for me that day.
I plan on sitting down here to talk to her about my concerns over dinner on Saturday night, but I'm so torn about what to do. I've been friends with this woman for 20 years. I still want her in my wedding, and I've worked incredibly hard to make being a bridesmaid easy for all my girls (paid for 75% of their dress costs, letting them pick their own shoes, brining in a hair stylist which I'm paying for, etc), but I feel like she doesn't care, and doesn't want to be in the wedding anymore.
So: my questions, after all the background info.
If she still wants to be the matron of honor, how do I tell her to shape up? Is it rude of me to ask her to pump for the 4 hours she'd be needed for the rehearsal and reharsal dinner, and the day of?
If she doesn't want to be part of the wedding anymore, do I try to find someone her size or close to wear the $200 bridesmaid dress (which she hasn't paid me back the $50 for), or do I just swallow the cost and suck it up, deal with the uneven bridal party, and move on with life?
Ugh. I have everything else for the wedding essentially done, and had been looking forward to a relatively stress-free few weeks leading up to the wedding.