(Thats 4 months and 1 week to you Miss Monica!)
Disclaimer: This post may ramble and will be filled with excitement, nerves, probably some ranting, and some organizing of my brain aka my to do list!
Ok, so I am at 4 months and I have officially hit full blown panic mode! Im so excited to be getting married and I full believe that nothing changes once you do get married, so that isn't so much where my nerves are coming from. Of course we all know at some point you get a little nervous about signing those papers, but not to the point of anxiety attack! I'm in the process of setting up appointments with our pastor for our 6 week counseling session in hopes that he can help calm me down a little bit...but again, most of my nerves are coming from the whole planning process.
This past weekend my neighbors were over at our house and Krista says to me "I am sooo excited for your wedding! Its gunna be like, the party of the year! Im gunna bring a hot date *to which her 23 yr old son gave me a wtf look* and we're gunna party hard!" Thats where my nerves are at! I dont plan on giving her a date b/c shes single, no b/f, and her son is a very good friend of Joshs and Im not about to make him uncomfortable. But "party of the year"? Great. Fabulous expectations! I love to party, but Im so nervous about it not being fun and people being bored. I dont know why. I really think Im overthinging everything, but I cant make it stop!
BUT! Ive decided I have a few more DIY projects and although it should stress me more, its actually making me feel better b/c Im not finding anything I like in my $$ range, so why not make it?! Im gunna make my RB pillow, FG basket, and Table Numbers. Woo!
People are inherently stupid. Weddings make it painfully obvious -- KevinandMonica
