I am about 10 to 20 heavier than when I bought my dress in November. Scared me into getting back into shape. I really don't want to deal with not fitting my dress. I'm not going to lie, when I weighed 155 I was about 15lbs over my max weight for my height. I found out a week ago that I now weigh 175. Not working in a grocery store/physical labor really got to me. I started working at an office last July and I suppose that it really hurt my already not so good weight problem. Add to the fact that I have never been in my ideal weight range before and it just sucks! I went from being 5"1 90lbs at the end of 7th grade to 5"3 125lbs at the beginning of 8th. With the onset of puberty my metabolism all but came to a screeching halt. Now here I am 21 turning 22 this year and I have no idea what the "real" me looks like! The wedding is helping me get my butt in gear! And for that I am thankful, I just wish that I had been this diligent months ago!
Good news is that at the end of week 1 of working out intensively for 25 minutes a day 5 days a week (I bought 2 Jillian Michaels videos and they are intense) I have some side definition where my abs should be

Yay! So far no weight difference but hey it starts with baby steps.
Thanks for listening to me guys. I needed to get it off my chest
