I have NOT been sleeping at all the last couple of weeks. I am a teacher and I know my sleep schedule is all messed up, but last night I got sleepy by myself at like 1:30....at 2:20 I still wasn't asleep and decided to catch up on some Grey's Anatomy. I wasn't asleep until 4!
I had to wake up at 8 and go to the gym for a rigourous work out. My FI had to put in his month's notice today. We have been long distance for a long time. I didn't realized how stressed I was about his job stuff and moving here. He told me as he was typing his email to his boss, he got a call for an interview. They said they have an office in Dallas and he is very qualified. He has been trying to get a job here since January. He parents said he could work for them as a back up until he finds a job in his field. Last weekend they decided to pull out and not give him a job. I about lost it when he said he had an interview tomorrow. It is such a blessing.
I got home and had to scrub up quickly because I had an interview with the caterer to finish up the food options. First of all, tell me if this makes sense. The guy told me he was available any time Tuesday, so I said 1 (trying to avois lunch rush), he said he had a meeting at 2.....wouldn't you think he could have said, "Tuesday works, what time is good for you? I have a meeting at 2, but I am available any other time."......really? Made the appointment at noon, which I didn't want to do, as a server I know lunch meetings are not fair. Met there, he looked through our contract, which I have marked out THE SAME THING 5 times. He then said it would be like 30-45 minutes until our food test was ready.....HE set the appointment. Then he wanted us to come back or deliver it to us. I have my bridal portraits tomorrow and have things to do....eating food that should have been ready is not one of them. IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING. That is when I REALLY wanted to cry.
Since I didn't have the tasting as I should have, we went somewhere for lunch...there I realized I had quite a rash on both of my arms. You know, a rash, a day before my portraits.
Between the sleep deprivation, hard work outs, rash, caterer mess, FI moving, I feel like melting down. Sorry for such a long post, but I figured other brides could somewhat relate. Thank you for reading lol.