365 steps forward, 1179 steps back. So we changed our wedding date AGAIN. No idea when its going to be this time so I guess I'm just planning for sometime in the next 2 years.
Personal reasons are keeping us from getting married in the next year. I'm so frustrated and feel like I'm just spinning my wheels because planning was starting to come together and so I've gone from making progress to completely being put on hold. So my wedding energy is building up and about to explode.
It's only been 2 days since we put the wedding on indefnite hold and I'm in the worst mood ever. I'm crying, I'm moody, I'm getting annoyed over the littlest things and I don't like this side of me at all. I normally try to be very laid back, go with the flow person.
I completely understand how some brides can turn into bridezillas. Its very hard not to blow up when you're frustrated about wedding planning.