Hi all! I am BARELY engaged, but I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years, so the thoughts of who would be in our wedding have already crossed my mind. I know that I want 4 friends and my boyfriend's sister.
The problem is that I had always thought that Bridesmaid A would be my Maid of Honor (and I'm trying to comb my brain to remember if I've ever said this in a drunken happy moment). However, over the last 5 years or so, we've grown apart, mostly through no fault of ours--she lives 3 hours away and we're both busy and on opposite schedules. At most, we see each other twice a year now, but last year I didn't see her at all.
I have decided on a Matron of Honor and a Maid of Honor. The Matron of Honor is a no-brainer, as she's the only one married and one of my closest friends. The Maid of Honor is also one of my closest friends and the ONLY one here in town. It looks like this:
Matron of Honor: 1 hour away
Maid of Honor: 3 minutes away (AND we work together 40 hours a week)
BM 1: 3 hours away
BM 2: 3 hours away
BM 3: 2 hours away and in college (boyfriend's sister)
I'm so afraid to offend BM 1 by saying she's JUST a bridesmaid. She's been my friend for 20 years. But she is also back in school getting her PhD and is 3 hours away, not to mention the "growing apart." I'm so worked up over this that I can't sleep. I want to send flowers to my future 'maids, but I'm afraid of the "Maid of Honor" question.
How do I do this, OR, should I just have her be it anyway and suck it up? I feel like LOGICALLY, the distance and time restraints explain the situation for me, but she's a very touchy, emotional person. I don't want to hurt her.