While I am not a virgin, I am, for a myriad of reasons I am not going to get into, celibate. I was celibate when my FI met me, and he understands my reasons and respects them. He's never pressured me for a physical relationship, though I know it was frustrating for him at times.
With the wedding-- and wedding night-- coming VERY VERY soon, I'm finding myself more and more anxious about it. I'm worried about old stuff resurfacing, old issues being retriggered, and of course what he'll think about me.I feel like I can't be the only person feeling something like this. I'm struggling with my anxiety about this.