I'm going to live!
Ugh....It's been such a rough couple of days. I'm still not 100% today. I'm all clammy and disgusting. At least I'm not throwing up or going to the bathroom anymore.
After reading what I wrote over again, I forgot to mention that poor FI has a sleeping disorder. Once he takes his meds, its nearly impossible to wake him up for at least six hours. Which is really scary. What do you do when there's an emergency? What are we going to do when we have kids? I'll never be able to take a night off unless he doesn't take his meds. Etc.
Anyways, I had him take his meds before the stomach pains came. Those came a few hours later. I had thought the lining of my stomach was cut again. This happened when I was 12 and it reminded me of that. It had stopped long enough for me to sleep, when he woke up he didn't want to wake me. He just left a note saying to stay home. (we work together)
I spent most of the day on the bathroom floor until my F-step son came home from school early. He called FI, and we found out he couldn't come home early, because our only other employee called out sick. He felt horrible that he had no clue I was in pain all night. He ended up calling one of my BM's, who is a nurse and she came up to check me out. She said I was slightly dehydrated and she thinks that I caught a case of the stomach flu. She stayed with me until FI came home. If my belly starts to burn again like it was doing I'll be calling a doctor ASAP. It is the worst feeling!
For those of you that live out of state or over an hour away from friends and family, do you ever feel really vulnerable and lonely, when FI isn't there to pick you up? I hate feeling secluded.