Not Engaged Yet
an update of sort
So, after last weeks posts, I had a lot to think about. I really wanted to have a sit down talk with BF this weekend, but he was not in the mood for a serious "state of the union" talk. Instead of forcing the issue, I told him I had just one thing I needed to say, and he didn't have to respond, but I need to tell him that I was sorry that I had made thing 'all about me' for so long, both in and out of the bedroom, and that I wanted to do what ever he wanted to this weekend.He looked at me, said thanks, and that he appreciated my appology, and then we dropped it. So, we saw a movie, wandered the used book store, played video games, went for a bike ride, he test drove a new Fiat 500 (he thinking about buying one soon), I helped him with his resume, and all in all had a wonderful weekend. It felt really nice to just hang out, without me being all neurotic. Things are good, and will over time get better.
He's out of town this week for work, and the two following weekends visiting his bro and camping with his guys. Which is awesome, because my bar review classes start tomorrow...Boo! But at least he'll be busy, and I'll have a quite house.
Which brings me to two requests- 1) BF applied for a super awesome job with a company that he could grow with, and any thought/prayers/vibes you could send his way would be appreciated. 2) If you see me on here too much- yell at me. I know how easy it will be for me to not want to study, so help me kick my ass into gear!!!
Thanks for all the awesome feedback and suggestions ladies, you've been so helpful!!!
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