I don't know whether to be relieved or to cry. After weighing all the pros and cons I felt it would be better to hold the wedding off a year. I finally got the nerve up to talk to the FI and he said that would be fine (as long as it wasn't due to cold feet). So, once again I am giving up what I thought was the PERFECT date and need to find another one. This time, in 2011. So sad to not be getting married sooner. In the end it will be better for the wait. More money, time to find the deals and my brother will be back from Afganistan.
~*~True Love starts with you & me.. D&J Forever!!~*~