I am so ready to say screw the big, traditional wedding, and just go to the dang beach!Not only do I get irritated just THINKING about wedding planning (because I've reached that point where I just don't really care anymore because I have too much other stuff to worry about), but it seems like everything that I've planned thus far is going down the toilet.The majority of people that I asked to be a part of my wedding are letting me down and leaving me with no one (and these are all family members).My older sister was supposed to take care of the book and some other things and three of her children were going to be involved (ring bearer, flower girl, and junior bridesmaid). Well, she went off the deep end and now I can't even SEE any of them anymore.My younger brother--who can't really help it--is being deployed to Afghanistan two months before the wedding, and won't be back for a year.My cousin who I asked months ago and she agreed to do hair and makeup, and her daughter was to be a junior bridesmaid--she won't return calls, emails, anything. So now, I'm stuck without a stylist and yet again, no junior bridesmaid.Ugh, I've just about reached my limit. I don't think I can be nice anymore when people ask me about the planning because I'm going that crazy. Sorry for the long rant; I just had to let it out
