Hi Ladies,
I've never posted here- mainly because I found this board just recently and my Maui wedding is almost here (November 3) and I had stuck mostly around the Hawaii board. You all seem so nice on this board.
Anyways, I just need a place to express my thoughts. Wedding is less than two weeks away and yesterday my 43 year old cousin passed away unexpectedly of a heart attach. Needless to say, my family is pretty devastated. All of the services will take place this week- funeral where he lives, burial here at home.
My wedding is still going on and his parents let my parents know they are still coming- he would have wanted it that way. He was supposed to be there.
Right now in the fog of sadness I wonder how the day will be and how I will feel, because I can't see it being the happiest day of my life, with such sorrow looming. We are having a picture of him on the guest book table and my dad wants to say a toast.
I don't know that I'm looking for advice, as much as just going through the motions of grief.