We had our detailed appointment with the photographer tonight. It went well. I was very excited, but later when I was on the phone with my soon-to-be sister-in-law I was telling her that I am upset I haven't lost any of the weight I wanted to and that I'm afraid that I will hate all the wedding pictures. Instead of insuring me that I'll look great, she replied, "Well you probably won't like any of the pictures because you're not happy with the way you look. Plus pictures always make everyone look even heavier then they are."
I was so upset after I hung up the phone. How could she say that? Now, I am sooooo worried that she is right and that I will hate all my pictures. Am I wondering why we are spending $3200 on an awesome photographer when I hate the way I look? The ironic thing is that every time I have had a dress fitting I feel good about the way I look in my dress but now, just 16 days until the wedding day, I am questioning it. I wish I had confidence in my appearance, but at this weight I just don't.