Ugh.. been tossing and turning since 3am, finally got out of bed at 5.. I was having all sorts of nightmares about the ceremony/reception last night.. stuff that could potentially happen, some stuff that would never happen..
First, I fell asleep after I got my hair/makeup done.. (reality: hyperventilate and possibly go unconscious) then, it was time for the ceremony.. I got up, my hair was messed up and I coudlnt straighten it out but then started walking down the aisle and realized I was INSIDE and that it started pouring out.. this IS a potential reality.. we are planning to get married outside and the backup plan is in the reception room with tables etc moved around. And my dad was literally running me down the aisle but like a nervous run, not trying to get rid of me faster kind of run lol .. and I just kept thinking in the dream, why is HE so nervous and doesnt he know I'm wearing heels!?!? so then we get up to the JP/ fiance adn he just like pecks me on teh cheek quick adn runs and sits next to my mother. and then I'm looking around and I was so upset about how they had set up the chairs inside, like some people were sitting in the rows, but then some people were sitting at the tables for the reception. and then everyone was saying how it had JUST started raining and I was like, it figures!!! And then somehow it was the end of the reception and I was in my jeans and I was upset that I wasn't wearing my dress becaues I'd never get to wear it again, but I didnt know what happened to it.
I'll be glad when these are over.. I need Ambien!!!
Re: nightmares keeping me awake!!