My parents dropped the bomb of all bombs on me yesterday. Financially they just don't see it possible to pay for a wedding this year. I am not mad... well at least not at them... just REALLY sad! Will and I have been together for 8 years and engaged for 1 and are so ready to be husband and wife. I am sooooo ready to be a wife, start a new chapter in my life and start a family. Ever since we got engaged I have been so excited, happy and READY, yesterday I felt like it all came crashing down. That maybe this won't ever happen how it is suppose too. It was one of the hardest things to have my dad hold me and burst into tears because he is so disappointed in himself. My parents are so wonderful and have tried there hardest to give their 3 kids everything. I don't want to put this burden on them. I don't want them to feel bad. Too top it off, I haven't been able to tell Will yet. *sigh* With that said I am DETERMINED to get married by the end of this year!!! But how?!?!?!? My dad (being my dad) tells me that they will figure out something. But again I DON'T want to put that burden on them. They can only do what they can. *sigh* Am I being selfish... spoiled... unreasonable?!?!?!?! Just need some support ladies......
