I didn't want to bring this to the board but I have no one else to talk to about this and I trust you guys. This might be a long one. I might DD later, so please try not to quote, but I need to get this out.
A few weeks ago, I discovered that FI's sister does not like me. It has bothered me ever since, and given me stomach knots.
When I asked FI why, he said she told him that I was "rude" and that she "just couldn't be a sister" to me. When I asked why she thought I was rude, he said that apparently, a comment I'd made about an aunt's cooking methods was found to be incredibly rude by his sister's standards (what I actually said, as I watched this particular aunt rinse off a bowl of just-cooked pasta in cold water, was that I'd seen on "Chopped" that "shocking" pasta is no good for it because it strips off the carbohydrates, and that makes sauce stick to it.......is that rude? I honestly didn't mean it that way). That was the only example his sister gave, apparently. This revelation caused a huge fight between him and his sister, and they haven't spoken since August.
I did know that for quite sometime, she'd been spying on me through Facebook. Everytime I made a status update regarding money, she would "report" to FI's father, who would then in turn call FI to belittle him.
For example: back in May of this year, I won $200 at slots in Atlantic City. It was the most money I have ever won, ever, so naturally, I was excited to put it on Facebook and mentioned I was going to use my winnings to treat FI and myself to dinner. Within minutes of that being posted, FI's phone rang and he spent fifteen minutes getting chewed out by his dad, who told him we should be using that money to pay bills, not go out to dinner. FI asked how his dad knew about this and he said he saw it on Facebook. I am not Facebook friends with his father, but I was with his sister.
She also apparently accused me of faking my rotator cuff injury so I wouldn't have to work (because prescribed pain medications, 3 ER visits. two different orthopedists and 18 weeks of physical therapy is really committing to the lie), and repeated this to their mother, who repeated this to FI, and that caused a fight.
I removed her from my Facebook after I found out she didn't like me (up until that point I'd been "hiding" my statuses from her). A million thoughts race through my mind. I asked FI if his parents actually liked me. He said they did. I said, "What about the rest of your family?" He said they like me, too. Apparently only his sister has an issue with me. This is a woman who is near 30 years old, lives on the opposite side of the country, and I have been in the same room with less than 8 times over 3 years. And she now decides she has a problem with me?
I feel incredibly hurt and betrayed. I'm going back in my mind with a fine-tooth comb, rethinking every hug, every smile, every single conversation. What the hell did I do to make her think this way about me? I'm now paranoid that his sister might try to influence other family members and get them to hate me, too. I wonder if that's why his cousins are always so distant when I see them? Is that why smiles and hugs seem forced? Is that why I go ignored at family functions and they all seem uncomfortable talking to me? Or am I blowing things out of proportion in my mind?
I am torn between killing it with kindness and acting like a huge bitch right back. I want to be vengeful, maybe "forget" to send her an invitation to our wedding...maybe remove her from her part in the ceremony....tell her "sorry, we just can't afford to send gifts this year"...
Or do I bite everything back, smile with clenched teeth, and send her a really thoughtful holiday gift and pretend I'm none the wiser the next time I see her?
I have no idea what to do or how to handle this. Any thoughts or advice? I could really use it.
170 Invited (holy crap!)
98 are coming to party!
29 have other plans
43 need to respond!
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