Ok, so I just got engaged a month ago, but it seems like no one really cares that I'm getting married. There were really only three people who seemed excited when I told them I was engaged and it makes me sad. I mean, I know everyone's happy for me, but this is supposed to be the biggest day of my life besides when my children are born and no one seems to care!
It doesn't help that almost everyone I know is engaged so I feel like I'm just not as important. I just wish people would be as excited as I am so I don't feel like a jerk everytime I bring it up.
So far my engagement has been the most anti-climactic and dissapointing time of my life.
I'm not asking for a lot, just someone to acknowledge that I'm getting married. I really want one of those cliche screaming moments where all I and someone else do is scream at the top of our lungs because we're so happy. I just want someone to care besides me.
Everytime I bring up something for the wedding, people give their opinions and participate somewhat grudgingly.While there's not much to do this soon, what has been done I've done by myself, and it's lonely.
It hasn't really fully hit me that I'm getting married yet, not even when I put on my wedding dress, and I'm wondering if it's because we never talk about it. It may just be me, but it almost feels taboo to talk about the wedding, so the only planning that gets done is late at night in my bedroom all by myself.
I know, poor me, but I have to say it feels good to pity myself for a moment instead of caring about what everyone else feels. So yay me.