Well. I quit Weight Watchers in March. And then completely stopped tracking calories. And starting eating everything I could get my hands on. And stopped working out. And now I remember how I got to be almost 200 pounds.
I'm up about 5 pounds. And also several inches (which could just be bloat, I'm hoping).
My self-esteem has taken a nose-dive. I am pretty depressed, which makes me want to eat more, and stressed, which makes me want to eat more. I feel like crap constantly, physically and mentally.
The wedding is in 25 days. I have my second fitting tonight and I'm afraid my dress won't fit anymore. I'm so disappointed I let this happen, that I did this to myself.
So, for the next three+ weeks:
- 1200 calories a day (STOP eating at work!)
- 45 minutes of exercise five days a week (time to get re-acquainted with Ms. Jillian Michaels)
- 96 oz of water a day (Great for bloat AND for skin!)
I just wanted to put this out there, so I'll be accountable. Also, if anyone has any tips on not eating my feelings, I'm listening.