So instead of working today I've
Ordered BM monogram totes (Thanks to Jillian!)
Ordered two-heart monogramed necklaces for my BMs (one heart has their initial and the other has their husband/BF initial)
Ordered my custom memorial candle with both my dads name and his moms name - it's beautiful and makes me cry just thinking about it. I just dont know how long it burns.....
Got sandlewood fans and bubble tubes with personalized ribbon for ceremony favors (just need a good basket now with dyi touches)
and decided against dyi bridesmaids tanks and broke down and bought them online....
Sooooooo hopefully I dont get fired before I can pay for all of it........ I am finally feeling like I'm making progress and these little checks go a long way to ease my anxiety about how close I am and how much I have left to do...... Dear boss - for my emotional health I am taking an in office vacation day.