Okay so I wrote this big long thing and as I tried to post it my internet failed and I lost the whole thing. Bleh.
Cliff's notes: I've been struggling with depression for the past 10 years now, maybe longer. I've been in counseling and on medication for almost 2 years. However, I feel like I'm being sucked back in lately. In Prozac Nation, the author calls depression "the black wave" and that's what it feels like lately. Constantly feeling like I'm a complete failure, lethargic, I fail/mess everything up etc.
Logically, none of this is true - I have nothing concrete in my life going wrong. I have good friends, a wonderful BF, good relationship with my parents, I just graduated college and will be moving soon. What gives?
I guess I'm just looking for some support. If any of you struggle with depression or have in the past and are willing to share I would really appreciate it. I really like all of you girls, appreciate getting to know you and hope that we can become better friends. Even an LOLcat would be cool. I'm just having a really rough day.
And if the stormy weather came...I'd just kiss you in the rain...