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Prayer Request
I posted this on the Prayer Requests thread, but as I am feeling really alone and need some prayer desperately, I decided to post a new thread.
Ladies,
I am major need of prayers right now. I know that I have never formally introduced myself, but my FI and I had been together for 4.5 years and were planning to get married in August. He is graduating from school next month and things have been very stressful for him. Things have been stressful for me for other reasons. All that said, I got home last night from work and he was waiting at my apartment with some of my stuff saying that we needed to break up. He felt that God was not in our relationship at this point, which had been true not too long ago, but was something that we had been working on, and that he needed no obiligations right now. I had actually been thinking a similar thing after several days of fervent prayer, but I wasn't being as blunt about it as he was. I feel as if God does want us to be together, but he wants us to work on ourselves separately first. D is very black and white, and tends to be an all or nothing guy. I am devastated because although I know that it is in our best interest now and God's, I don't know what the future may hold. I also feel as if I am losing my best friend in the world, and my family since his family has kind of adopted me (my mom and I don't get along, and my dad has passed). I don't know what to do, I cant eat or sleep. I just keep feeling so alone, although I know I am not. I don't want to push any type of relationship on him, but I don't know how to not talk to him or his family. Prayers and advice would be greatly appreciated.
Ladies,
I am major need of prayers right now. I know that I have never formally introduced myself, but my FI and I had been together for 4.5 years and were planning to get married in August. He is graduating from school next month and things have been very stressful for him. Things have been stressful for me for other reasons. All that said, I got home last night from work and he was waiting at my apartment with some of my stuff saying that we needed to break up. He felt that God was not in our relationship at this point, which had been true not too long ago, but was something that we had been working on, and that he needed no obiligations right now. I had actually been thinking a similar thing after several days of fervent prayer, but I wasn't being as blunt about it as he was. I feel as if God does want us to be together, but he wants us to work on ourselves separately first. D is very black and white, and tends to be an all or nothing guy. I am devastated because although I know that it is in our best interest now and God's, I don't know what the future may hold. I also feel as if I am losing my best friend in the world, and my family since his family has kind of adopted me (my mom and I don't get along, and my dad has passed). I don't know what to do, I cant eat or sleep. I just keep feeling so alone, although I know I am not. I don't want to push any type of relationship on him, but I don't know how to not talk to him or his family. Prayers and advice would be greatly appreciated.
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