I went dress shopping for the 3rd time today and found my dress!! It's Maggie sottero Monet, and the bridal shop was having a special debut of the Maggie sottero gowns and so I even got to meet the designer of the dress! It was so exciting and dress is never what I imagined myself in a few months ago buts it's perfect.
http://www.maggiesottero.com/dress.aspx?style=V7138&page=0&pageSize=16&keywordText=&keywordType=All I can't put a picture of me in the dress since on my iPad but will try later on my computer if I can figure it out lol.
EDIT: added pictures