so, my wedding is in 10 days...(one stressor)
some of you may have seen that my mom had an unexpected (and literally near death experience) issue on the 12th, and is currently in a rehab home that is giving her sub-par care and i'm spending every spare moment (i work 2 jobs) either on the phone trying to make things better for her/get her out of the hell house, or visiting her)....MAJOR STRESSOR
my paycheck for the "new job" was 1/2 what I was expecting, so I"m short my wedding fund by quite a bit (yet another stressor)
my sister and MOH just told me "something came up" and she's not going to come until the day before the wedding..so there goes any help from her for anything....I'll be lucky if she shows up to the rehearsal (after arguing about what the best care for our mom is she breaks this news to me....i got off the phone and just cried)
and my hair trial is tomorrow, and I have no clue what I want. I could honestly care less at this point. FI asked if I was excited and I had forgotten about it...he had to remind me (and God love him, knowing how stressed I am he was trying to make it fun and exciting for me). At this point I feel so numb that they could make me look like a poodle and I'd agree to it. I've google searched half up/half down hairstyles with a veil, and nothing has jumped out at me. help