I cannot sleep to save my life. AH!!! I am so excited but starting to get anxious. My photographer is stuck in Russia and won't make it to the wedding. We knew it was a small possibility and he has a back up from f8 but I have dreamed of having him shoot my wedding for YEARS. I mean, a long time. So that is a major bummer but there is zero we can do about it at this point and I know the other photographers will be fantastic. And there is a 70% chance of rain this weekend. WAH. Boo!
I am trying to stay calm and collected and for the most part am pretty good. I am just going to have to take a sleeping pill tonight or I will be a basket case of nerves and exhaustion on Saturday. I normally sleep 9 hours a night and I can't sleep now! Everyone around me is like, "ARE YOU OK? HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP? OMG IT'S HERE, ARE YOU OK?" I am like, I was ok but maybe I am thinking that I shouldn't be!" It's really funny, I think some people are more stressed than John and I.
OK vent over. I feel better now. It really is so exciting but almost doesn't feel real. I am trying to just enjoy each moment and not worry about the photographer, venue snafus, weather, etc. Thanks for listening to me!