We found out a month ago that my Grandma had another lump in her breast. She had plans (some convention and then to a baptism to go to last month) so she waited a month and a half to have surgery. They found a malignant tumor today which means it is cancerous and could have possibly spread. She needed to go in right away to have it checked but she didn't. They are doing a biopsy next week and are going to do some x-rays and tests to see where it has spread to. I know what this means but I don't think it has hit me yet. I work with so many patients and see so many terrible things I just don't think I believe it yet.