So I am soooo hurt. We can not take a honeymoon. We have 4 boys and no one can watch them

We were even going to fly some ppl here to do so, but they either can't get time off work or something else is going on. We would take one later after july, but august school starts back for the boys, and it would be too much to have the person take them to school pick them up and etc.... This SUCKS cause I NEED a vacation after all the stress from this planning.
Just had to let it out in hopes it will help me feel better