So the wedding is 9 days away at this point. I got some cramps last night, not a good sign. Then today I've been an emotional wreck. I'm not working, I don't see anybody all day, and I've just been doing wedding stuff forever. I made a few final payments today and I'm stressing out because EVERYTHING is more expensive than we thought and I think FI is in denial about us being over budget. I live 45 minutes away from my parents and they are constantly asking me to drive home for stupid sh*t. I'm tired of driving. And when FI and I are going to the same place, for some reason or another, we always have to drive separate. Why do we have to drive separate if we are going to the same place at the same time and we live together? There's always a reason. If I need to drive somewhere, I'd really like to drive with FI because that's an hour and a half (45 min each way) we have just sitting in the car and talking, spending time together.
Well today, there was apparently an event that FI had his heart set on going to, I didn't know it was that important to him. It was about 35ish minutes away and he would be coming from work so, once again, we would have to drive separate. I broke down. I don't know why. I feel so needy and I'm not usually like this :-( I think I ruined his night. He's crabby now, and I just needed company
ugh
Thanks for letting me vent... Wedding stress + PMS = a hot mess