My family is really close, so I've always imagined my three younger sisters being a part of my bridal party. However, since we're all equally close, I never thought I'd choose any of them as my maid of honor. I am also extremely close ot my mother, I think even more so than I am to my sisters. She's the person that falls closest to the definition of "best friend". I've considered asking her to be my matron of honor, but I also know that she doesn't like being in the spotlight and hates having her pictures taken. If she were part of the bridal party, she might be very uncomfortable and I don't want to put her on the spot. I know she'd be flattered, but the things she'd have to take on might make my special day not as fun for her. But I don't want her to feel that she has to do it either.
In addition, I used to have a very close friend that I thought would be my maid of honor even before I met my man. Not only was she close to me, but she was close to my family, my mom "adopting" her as her fifth daughter. However, we've sort of had a falling out over the last couple of years due to us just growing up and attempting to focus more on our own lives. I don't feel like we are as close as we were before.
I still have a year to a year and a half before I really even need to think about choosing a maid of honor, but it's something that kind of nags at the back of my mind. Would it be best to try rekindling my friendship with my friend or do you think I should just ask my mom?
*EDIT*
Changed how I wanted to conclude this. Thanks for reading through! />.<;; I'd like to note that I don't want to rekindle my friendship just so she can be my maid of honor, I also want to revive the friendship for the sake of our once close friendship...and...uhm...not sure how to phrase what's in my mind. Sorry. Hope this makes sense! Thanks for any advice!