Sorry ladies to make you listen to me but I am going crazy here. So I work at a daycare center with 20 other woman. Yeah they are all woman. Imagine how that can get sometimes.
Well this week it just seems like everyone is on my A**. It is like everything I have done is wrong resulting in me getting yelled at. Example, we got a new table for my room and another girl comes over saying "I heard you got a new table I want to see". The table wasn't put together, it was against a wall. I was confused, like why would you want to see a table, it is a table. So I said "you want to see the table?" with a puzzled look. I then said "it is right there". She completely lost is. Yelling at me that I don't need to get an attitude with her and she can see it if she wants. That is one of 20 stories of how my last few days have gone at work.
So last night FI and sat down and talked about the budget. He and I have very different views of what a wedding should be. If he had it is way we would have no flower, eat pizza at the reception, and wear jeans. So needless to say to avoid conflict I am putting most of the money in for the wedding. I was married before and had really no wedding at all. Got married in the park and he and I went to Chili's after. So this time I want the wedding. I know I can't afford my absolute dream wedding but I can get close. I have a 5000 budget which IMO is a really tight budget. Esspecially since my dress cost 1/5 of that. I know I spent too much but I loved it so I got it. Anyways I am doing good staying on budget and everything. There are a few things I could cut but it they are things that are important to me. Well, anyways, I made the comment on fb that men should know you can't have a special memmoriable wedding off $1000. Oh well open the gates for the B***h comments. I mean yeah you can get married for that but not the kind of wedding I want. Is that so wrong of me to want something special. After it isn't like I am asking you loan me money for it. I was trying to be funny and it had to be taken there. Just annoys the crap out of me.
Thanks for letting me say all that, just frustrated by people.