I was soooo excited Feb 14th 2011- I GOT THE RING
:) It was the beginning of a new life , a new journey of excitement and finally love!!!! Love that I had been longing for forever. Divorced back in 2009 - a bad one... I finally found the man of my dreams who saved my life. During all this I lost 100lbs on WW and my life is GREAT!!!
So we are planning our wedding!!! and everything is wonderful, life is wonderful, the future in-laws are estatic and I finally feel like "ALL IS WELL".
I found my lump two days after my birthday in May... just to get that phone call on June 1st to hear those words I never in my life thought I would hear.. "You have breast cancer".. I was with my children when I got the call.. I was motionless.. as if the world was spinning but I was motionless. This can't be.. I'm a healthy 37 year old woman who has worked so hard to make life better for herself.. physically, mentally and emotionally.. I feel great! It can't be.. but it was. I lost all focus of everything going on in my life.. in denial for a couple of days.. the news hit me like a ton of bricks!
But the kindess, strength, courage, blessings and prayers poured down from the sky.. the uplift of friends, family and co-workers and most of all my husband to be was more powerful than the news you have cancer ever was!!!
It has changed a lot in our wedding plans though.. we have moved our date to June 6th vs. May 19th because I want to make sure I have my hair back and to a length that I can work with.
I just want to tell anyone else out there that may be facing this.. that nothing is more powerful than Your own strength.. you can get thru it.. you have to much to live for! Not only did my fiance' save my life once.. he has stood by my side and held me tight and is saving my life again!!!