Confessions/Vents: 7/18

Re: Confessions/Vents: 7/18

• entropicbeauty member

  

  July 2012

  I'm sort of mad at myself for not being more on top of stuff lately. I have a list each week of what I should really be trying to work on and it seems like none of it is ever getting done. I'm sort of in panic mode because the wedding is coming up so quickly!

  
  

  I have my hair trial this friday and my first dress fitting on Sunday, so I'm hoping it lights a fire under my ass.

  

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• MMRoberts11 member

  

  July 2012 edited July 2012

  My lab position is being removed for various reasons mostly out of my control.  My boss told me this last week and was IMO a real douche bag about it saying all this stuff happened and is my fault (stuff like me leaving for my grandma's death, a program issue I was unaware of, overspending, etc).  However, he did say I'm the hardest worker he's ever had work for him, I care a lot about what I'm doing, I can teach anyone how to do something, etc. 
  
  Pretty much it came down to he is laying me off at the end of the month for being a good employee and on top of my stuff but really I messed up once and am therefore being let go.  I'll admit I wanted to leave and was looking for something else or being full time at my other job but I never expected to leave on anything but my own terms. 
  
  I have 4 more days to work in the lab and then I'm done.  Though I'm partially excited about it as some people there are most of my stress issues, but really I'm upset my boss essentiallly has me finishing his grant data and is then letting me go.  Now, when I'm in the lab I'm bitter and very unproductive.  I'm also upset that I will be losing my health insurance with a very short amount of time to find something else and I have expensive meds. 
  
  Yay life stressors.

  

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