Hi everyone! I'm new here and getting married in the summer of 2012. My problem is that I will be starting a new job soon and it is about an hour and 45 min from my parents house where I live now. My fiance lives about 40 minutes away from my new job. I am struggling with whether or not to move in with him.
My fiance doesn't think it is a big deal at all, but his family is much more accepting and even encouraging of it because of the financial issues. We both come from strong Catholic families but his parents are quite liberal about living together because they lived together when they were engaged and are still together and happy as ever 30 years later. They can see how much we love each other and know how dedicated we are to each other so they don't see living together as an issue at all. My parents believe in doing things "the right way". They grew up in the same town and lived with their respective parents until their wedding day and think thats how I should do it. Personally, if I lived in the same town as my fiance I would feel the same way. There would be no reason to live together in my mind. However, we have been long distance for 2 years, seeing each other once a week. We both decided that we wanted to be closer to each other and so I applied for jobs in the area of my fiances new job to be closer to him. I was planning on getting my own apartment, but now that I am actually looking at apartments, they are way too expensive for us to both live seperately and be able to pay for a wedding.
He has a large, 2 bedroom townhome and the only reason I am even considering it is because I would live in the spare bedroom. If I live there, we would be able to save enough money to pay for our entire wedding ourselves and even put away some money for a down payment on a house. We also have a puppy who lives with my fiance right now, and if I lived there she wouldn't be alone very much because of our opposite work schedules (she has been having some seperation anxiety issues lately when my fiance is at work). On the other hand, I don't think my parents would be very happy. They are very traditional and I don't want to disappoint them. My grandfather on the other hand, said that it would be foolish for us to pay two rents.
It is really important to us to pay for our wedding, because I don't want to put that kind of stress on my parents with a sibling going off to college next year. My parents were able to help me pay for my 4 years of college and I would rather them use the money they would be spending on a wedding to put toward her college education so she can have the same opportunities that I did.
Any advice from fellow Catholics would be appreciated
Do any of you live with your fiances? I feel like most people that I talk to don't understand my confusion and conflict and am hoping you guys will be able to share your personal experiences with me and offer any advice.... Thank you!