I'm not sure where else to go with this. And I have to do something with it, otherwise it's just going to eat away at me.
My Fiance just called me to tell me how a doctors visit went earlier. It's not good. They've found 3 spots on his lungs.
He's understandable pissed at the world right now. He's going to get more tests and see another doctor on thursday. He told me he's turning off his phone til then; and asked that I don't call because he doesn't want to go off on me. Said he'd call me Thursday after the docotor's. This whole situation makes me just want to cry.
I lost both my grandfathers; old men; to lung cancer. My Fiance is only 24. We've only been together two years; engaged since last August. We rarely go more then a few hours with out talking. And now I find out I may be loosing him; before we can even get married and start the life we've been planning.
