Okay so its not life threatening... but my FI and I have been trying to get an apartment for three weeks now... We found the perfect place since I will be living there for 6 months by myself (see ticker below)... I just really want to live in this place... its been turning me inside out... with worry which I know it shouldn't so then I pray but as soon as I am done praying the knot in my stomach returns... Right now I am living with a friend and her husband in their spare bedroom but I really need a place of my own... I feel like I am imposing on them... We are supposed to hear from the complex today... but they never called back after I asked them around 1:15edt... So I am hoping that they call tommorow no matter what... Even to tell me they need just a bit more time... I really just need to hear a yes or no so that I know if I am moving or if I am applying for another apartment! Thanks so much for reading and for your prayers...