It's been almost two months now since the wedding, and I really didn't think I'd regret not having my father there(he's an addict who'd always been more worried about himself than me) but I find myself resenting not that he wasn't there, but that he didn't even make an effort to fix our relationship so he could be. I tried rekindling the relationship yet again about 10 months before the wedding and he dropped off the face of the earth shortly after, he then texted me on my wedding day telling me how he wished he could be there and made me feel ridiculously guilty, and then I didn't hear from him again.
has anyone else been in this situation? Maybe I'm just over thinking all of this, and I know I should let it go, it just sucks.