and THREE DAYS!!!!!!!
I spent the evening with Mother yesterday. We went to Hobby Lobby to choose the bow for the arch and grabbed a couple for the 'parent' rows at the ceremony. She told me how concerned she is that FI isn't working (I just said "I know you are concerned". She sends me want ads like crazy. We are looking in case 'it' is there, but aren't applying like he will be after the wedding. Going to SC to see his son Graduate from Basic is a big deal, and we are concerned a new job may have prohibited that trip - doubling as our Honeymoon! This was an informed joint decision, so I think it is crap to always be second guessed). Mother also told me I needed to hurry up and call my sister to do my make-up for the wedding. Obviously, at my age, I am not capable of just doing it myself.
Outside of those two things, we had a nice evening. Dinner, found her shoes as well - she has severe foot pain and she bought two pair of work shoes and an actual 'heel' dress shoe for the wedding!
My sister called to tease me. I haven't paid much attention to the weather, we will be indoors for our ceremony/reception. However, apparently our temps will dip with a high projected of 47 with a 30% chance of rain! I am always chilly. I am going to freeze! Haha!
FI and I fought last night. I don't think it is earth shattering, but I still do not like it. I still do not like that I know, based on round-about-references that he knows he is wrong - so I don't see why he can't just say "i'm sorry" Not even to say "I'm sorry I was wrong" I just need validation of "I'm sorry you were hurt". Sigh.
and
THREE DAYS! THREE - T H R E E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We did go get our marriage license yesterday. I'm getting married in three days!
~~Mendi~~
...Everyone has their price; mine's chocolate
