That the devil is a LIAR!
And that I missed you ladies and thank you for all the messages here and on facebook, the emails, the phone calls, the smoke signals and whatever. LOL! Love you ladies...
So you know we lost Fi's uncle (more like a father since his dad passed few years ago) recently and I lost someone really close to me as well 2 weeks ago and this whole dealing with death thing is not for me. Also I had to deal with some $10K bank account problem (long story)
In addition to that, I was feeling so much pressure from the wedding on all sides that I was getting really overwhelmed. So much that I couldn't recognized myself. I was crying for/at anything and everything (privately but still) and everyone was pissing me off. I had to take a break from it all, which was good, maybe not good in terms of timing, but good nonetheless. We are 2 months out and I was in the middle of assembling invites. My sister asked if i couldn't wait until the invites were out before i took my break. LOL! I didn't.
So I have TONS of stuffs to do (need a florist, transportation, hair & MU, ceremony musicians to book- don't ask-..... + a load of little details to figure out and DIYs to do)
Anyways, sorry for the ramblings... Good to be back and I guess this is home stretch...
PS: Trying to catch up on all the posts