I finally get to have the wedding I never had. But I am sad. I thought I had my dress picked out but I don't like it anymore. So, no dress!!
I don't have anyone to talk wedding stuff with. My sister is my maid of honor but we had a falling out several months ago and just started back talking about 2 months ago. It doesn't feel the same. She is doing everything right and happily but it is just different. Then I chose black for my bridesmaid because they all look good in it and I want them all to feel beautiful. The problem with this is a good friend had black bridesmaid dresses and I don't want her to feel like I was copying her. My hubby thinks I am freaking out for no reason. So today I am looking for a wedding coordinator. Then did I mention my doctoral program starts August. I guess is it ok that my mood is swing back and forth about this wedding?