I moved to a new city in August to live with my FI. I have a lot of trouble managing my time when I visit my old city. Typically, I only have Friday night-Sunday afternoon to visit.
I feel like I am spreading myself too thin and sometime I just want to spend an entire day with my best friend or mom and not have to set up big group dinners or run from place to place. Since I get to go home 1-2 times a month, I thought it would be ok to see different people on different visits. I just hate running from one place to another and not really giving anyone quality time (and if my FI comes it makes it more difficult because he wants to spend some time in NYC and not hang out with a bunch of family and girls every second he's there).
So, the problem is if I don't see some of my friends, they get upset. I've tried just not mentioning I'm coming into town (I had the theory that you shouldn't reach out to people to tell them they are not invited) and they found out (ahhh social media). That didn't work and made them more upset. I've tried saying I was really booked up with wedding and family things, and that upset them, too.
I am going to my hometown next week and I am starting to get anxiety. I really want to spend an entire day with my best friend doing wedding stuff (she's into that, don't worry) and having a sleepover, one day with my brother and mom, and stop at my dad's on my way out on Sunday.
How would you handle this? Am I a jerk for not wanting to make time for everyone every time I'm in town?