Last year at this time I was getting ready for my 10/11/12 wedding that never happened, because on August 16th my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and passed on August 29th. We decided to cancel the wedding and move it to 10/3/13. Not only did I grieve my mom but the wedding that was to be . . . even though I knew I'd never have been truly happy that day if we had decided to go ahead with it. This last year has allowed me to grieve and start smiling again, and just over this last month I've started to get excited again about the wedding! I wish I could stop thinking "what's going to happen this time?", but I'm truly getting excited!!! October will be here before we know it!!! Yay!!!!!!