NOT FEEL LIKE BEING AT WORK TODAY?! I'm dying here at my desk - it is taking everything I have (and the fact that I have three meetings today - one is a training I'm leading) - to not get up and walk out. I think it is because I haven't been sleeping very well recently because I have a bunch on my mind. Number one factor is FI has a meeting this afternoon entitled "Team Restructuring" - which rumor has it means a bunch of layoffs - this along with the cost of the wedding seems to be stressing us both out. So my hope for today is that 3 p.m. comes quickly - as that is when his meeting should be over...