Getting in Shape
So there is 43 days to go, and I am under a lot of stress. Which has been causing a lot of anxiety. Some stressors in my life; my fiancés family who isn't paying for anything concerning the wedding sure has been making a lot of demands, and doing things that I find completely unreasonable. For instance, my future MIL, is wearing champagne to my wedding... even after I asked her not to. My future SIL(s) are saying that their children should still be invited, and on top of that one of them is pregnant with her 3rd baby girl... yet they thought it was funny to have her baby shower the weekend of my wedding!!!! Who the hell does that? Anyway, work gets the best out of me too. Right now i'm working towards a promotion, but everything and everyone around me is making that very difficult. I have been calling out of work a lot lately, or leaving because I have anxiety attacks at work. Its horrible. I've been to numerous doctors in the past three months, hospitalized twice and no one seems to believe me and my issues. It is so frustrating, because I need serious help. Yesterday I went to the doctors, and I told him my heart had been at 140 bpm for 4 hours. Today I had to call out because the anxiety really took a toll on my health. Anyway, I just don't know if any other brides are going through this or went through this. How did you cope? Was there any underlying stressors you didn't realize you were dealing with, until you dealt with others? HELP! I'm in need of suggestions.
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