Okay brides (& grooms), I need advice: My parents have both been trying to help me plan my wedding this upcoming July. My mother and I have always have a strained relationship. She grew up with a lot less emotional and financial support from her parents and has always been sort of jealous of the opportunities I have graciously been given by my father and his side of the family. Without boring you with details, she has (I think subconsciencely) sabotaged every single wedding planning task that we have tried to work on together. My dad wants me to plan the wedding with him & a wedding planner & to leave my mother out of it. This would be the easiest option but it would be very hurtful to the already strained relationship i have with my mother. Although my parents are still married, they live very separate lives & told me today that they are waiting to separate and get divorced until after the wedding.
I am so confused on how to proceed planning from here. We already have deposits down on the band and photographer & my friends' mothers are already planning me a bridal shower. Still, I have this urge to just elope. I don't want my parents to stay unhappily together just because of the wedding. Maybe if we get married sooner, they can both move on sooner? I feel like if I plan the wedding with my dad, I will severely hurt my mom. If I plan it with my mom, I will fight tooth and nail to get anything accomplished & my dad will be disappointed. If we elope, we will hurt everyone who has tried to make this a positive experience. I know this is detailed, but has anyone been in a similar situation? How did you handle it? Thanks!