So my fi his mum just got out of a coma so she has brain damage. He was schedueled to stay the night , but his mother called demanding he get home. So my mother (I've failed my road test many times) had to drive him. But what hurt is that his mother said to him. Why the f/// did you go play kissy face with that little mortician d//ch/b/g. And those words triggered my rr-ptsd so I almost ended up dead and I would be if the emt didn't ignore my dnr bracelet. Also to add to every thing his mother forbade him from marrying me. I know she has brain damage but this really hurt me.
Re: Murphys law with my FIs mother
Seriously, if you're not in therapy, you need to be. If one person calling you a douche gets you riled up enough to attempt suicide, you have serious problems. I'm surprised you weren't forcibly committed following your suicide attempt though -- at least that way they'd have some sort of follow up with you to make sure you take needed medications and go to counseling appointments.
You should also probably go to driving school if you've failed your road test that many times. A lot of driving schools will take you back for more classes if you fail the road test.
Oh, and if your fiance is willing to listen to his mom when she forbids him from marrying you, he needs to grow a pair and grow the fuck up. He's obviously not adult enough to get married if he's still listening to mommy when it comes to his relationships.
The rest I don't understand either. Reading OP's post made my brain hurt.